sad moment

[essexgirl]

i've been ok all morning but now im in tears im really missing my mum it will be 5 years in may since she died you would off thought by now i would get used to her not being around but im still finding it hard i think it coz dd got a school assemberly tomorrow and she's been practersin alweek it the first time she got to stand up and say somethink as shes very shy and had speach problems i just feel my mum missing out on so much off her life

[Katie2kn1]

it dont matter how long its been you will always feel like theres sumthing missin i do all the time but ive not lost my mum ive lost my nan if you want to talk on im msn katie_2k_babe@hotmail.com

[Trinity]

Awww, Linda she is your mum and I agree no matter how long it is of course you are going to miss her. Don't feel bad about it. You should make this a special day, do something special I am sure your mum would appreciate you doing something for you.

[angel1980]

:grouphug:

[Jen]

I lost my Mum when I was 18, (I'm 37 now) you never stop missing them.
I do however strongly believe that just because we can’t see them it does not mean that they can’t see us.
I bet your Mum has been with your daughter every step of the way while she has been practicing for her class assembly and will be right there for her on the day.
I too am on msn if you ever want to chat
merrylittlehornplayer@hotmail.com

[weaselgirl]

""cutey""b :grouphug:

[trai]

:grouphug: I wish there was something i could say that would make you feel better, but she is your mum and you'll always miss her. So i'll send you a big cyber hug and hope it goes well for your dd tomorrow.""cutey""b

[stokey]

can't imagine what it must be like, but sending""cutey""b ,

[Azzi]

I know how you feel , its not been as long for me about a year and 3 mths but i still find myself going to ring her number or really want to tell her about what the kids have done that day , i don't think i will ever get used to her not being here

[essexgirl]

thanks for surport and kindness think im gonna go to the crem take her some flowers it makes me feel closer to her and have a chat let it all out before pick dd up

[bonnybubble]

Poor you, i cant imagine being without my mum. I hope everything goes well for your dd tomorrow you must be so proud.""cutey""b

[Patti odoors]

:kissykiss :grouphug: I can't add anything that the others haven't already said but i do know how you feel.

[inchtwinkle]

hunni, she will alwasy be there, right in your heart and thoughts, i thought i lost my mum last year, but i was lucky, but i moved all the way back home, and now live across the road from her, just remember that when you dd does something special, that it was you who taught her, and your mother that taught you, she will always be a part of your life, i'm sure if you sit down and think there are many things you do since your mother has passed, which she used to do herself, and you will be shocked, i agree with jen, i never beleiv anyone has gone, they are just in another room, i'm sure your mum is very proud of you for the was you have helped your dd with her speach problems, your a great girl and we love you xx ""cutey""b

[Seren]

:grouphug:

not sure what to say, I think 5 years is such a short time to be without someone like your mum it must be really hard

Take Care

[bikemad]

:grouphug: Will be thinking of you.

[Ninsi]

Awwww Essexgirl. Loosing someone is hard, and missing them shows that you love them and havent forgotten them.

[Meofcourse]

Essexgirl - Thinking of you and your daughter today and I'm sure your Mum will be there with you both. Take care.

[storm35]

Awww hun, am soo sorry to hear this, if you ever want to chat, you can email me eedibops@aol.com
You only ever have 1 mum and it must be soo hard.
Hugs to you my dear.
Chrisxxxx

[xmisscx]

:grouphug: ""cutey""b

[essexgirl]

thakyou so much for all ur kindness feeling better today dd did really well today im so pleased she did it she kept saying before she went to school im nervers i resured her saying that it normal to feel like that but she did well.
thanks again for all ur kind word