sad morning

[essexgirl]

it would have been my mums birthday today i thought i was coping ok i went to but the flowers down at the crem with my sister normally i get upset there but i didnt it was'nt till her dp dropped me back home and i was on my own that i think it hit me and now i keep burst in to tear .
people say it get easier but i dont think it dose if anythink the pain get worse i miss her so much wish i new she was ok and happy i think thats the hard bit the not knowing think im going to do the house work keep my self busy can't wait to pick dd up i dont no what i'd do if it was'nt for her she'e helped me so much without realising it she keeps me going .

[Ravenfire]

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[xmisscx]

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[Macaroni]

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[babybiz]

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[Bunny]

*hugs*

[essexgirl]

thank for the :grouphug: feeling alot better now just been retail therapy :) always cheers me up lol went to take dd to see fether christmas but he dosnt work on monday's:angry-smi so thats another shopping trip got to do:wacko:

[Miranda]

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I do know the feeling, I lost my mum 8 years ago she was taken ill suddenly just before Christmas, even now I still think 'ooh she'd like that' when Christmas shopping (as we used to like going together somewhere nice for a day shopping). Does get easier but you still will always miss her, I hope you have as many happy memories of your Mum as I do of mine.

[essexgirl]

thanks miranda sorry to hear you lost ur mum too i no wot you mean it always hits me when dd dose somethink new she misses so much of her but like to think she see it anyway yes got lot's of happy times to remember:thanks:

[babybiz]

Retail therapy always does the trick for me, glad to hear you're feeling better essexgirl :)

Tashxx

[kathyhinsh]

:grouphug: hun

[Christina]

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