Would anyone notice...

[Emsickle]

...if I walked out of this bloody house right now, I wonder???

:ac39::ac39:

[xmisscx]

big hugs hun x

[Easties]

Ems sweet whats up ?

Talk to us :kisshands:

[storm]

Ems babe ive been feeling like that esp this weekend, come here babes...

[Ravenfire]

:kisshands:

[marlis511]

aww hugs ems:kisshands::kisshands:

[Headbanging Vonnie]

We would if you couldn't take the PC with you.:kisshands:

[Seren]

:grouphug:

[Lemon]

Arrrgggh for you! Big hugs hun xxxx

[Olive_Oil]

:kisshands:

[Bunny]

""cutey""b

[sanjan]

:kisshands::kisshands::kisshands:

[Emsickle]

Thanks guys, I'm sitting and seething atm and whilst I have so much more than a lot of people, I'm so effed off and had a gutsfull.

(D)h has just basically accused me of an affair because of going to Cribbs tomorrow on my own - I'm f.....ing 31 years old ffs, will have the 2 littlest with me, am I not allowed a life of my own or something?!

I'm the doghouse with him cos I'm snoring badly lately so he's being kept awake, yet HE won't sleep downstairs - just sits huffing and puffing during the nite till I wake up wondering what I've done. THen find myself apologising. (WHY?!)

I spent over £100 on clothes for DS1 when we both went to Taunton yesterday, and he had a go at me earlier for wanting him in at 5pm cos a) its dark and b) he was sposed to be getting his hair cut (no hair cut in the end)

DS2 has gone from gifted and talented to one up from the bottom group at school, within a 6 month period, yet no one has thought it prevalent to speak to me about this and let me know whats going on (and I can tell them immediately what the effing problem is) and DH is blaming me, saying its cos he hasn't read to me at night before bed for the past few months - HELLOOOOO I have a baby, and a 2 yo to put to bed aswell - wtf can't he do it?!

DS3 has started biting and hitting DS2 yet its me that has to keep on chastising him - (d)h won't even if he does it in front of him.

I'm at bursting and just wanna sit here and effing cry. My hormones are everywhere, I feel like cr@p about my body and the way I look atm, and now all this, yet I'm supposed to be happy cos (D)h works all the hours available so I can pay myself a very nice wage each month.

I've got an unfinished bedroom, an unfinished joint boys bedroom, a 2yo that needs to me moved into a bed and into the other room, but stuff needs clearing out, the room needs to be finished decorated before that can happen. I have DS4 that needs to go in a cot now cos his moses basket is too small for him and is starting to make him feel restricted, I have an unfinished, partly decorated hallway, an unfinished partly decorated bathroom, an unfinished partly decorated kitchen, and a h that wants to spend all his time at the workshop finishing off the mezzanine floor so he can get stock moved around up there, yet he has the gall to moan about the tidiness of the house when theres a sodding crumb on the sodding carpet!!!!!

Sorry....

[*Yvonne*]

:kisshands:

[Emsickle]

Oh and cos I came online earlier to make sure our new hub was working and then came on tonight for the first time in about 3 months whilst he was still awake, I'm suddenly coming online far too much and obviously speaking to some bloke again....

[Easties]

Ems dont be sorry god i would be done for murder if it were me

Huge hugs sweet :kisshands:

[Whassat]

:kisshands: my door is always open and the kettle is on for you here :happy72:

[storm]

Have pm'd you hun, take it seriously, can always come to you if he thinks im a bloke!

[Easties]

You have my number ems use it hun if you want a chat im always here :kisshands:

[Seren]

of course you have plenty of time to fit a bloke in!


:kisshands:

men!

[Daffs]

Blimey Ems, do you want to leave it tomorrow? I don't want to cause grief for you :no: ""cutey""b ""cutey""b

I really feel for you lovely and wish there was something any of us could do to help :unsure:

""cutey""b ""cutey""b ""cutey""b ""cutey""b ""cutey""b

[storm]

I think you should go babe..... part of it is to do with control, i feel it too, god i wish i could just pile the kids into the car and come to you....... xxx

[Emsickle]

Blimey Ems, do you want to leave it tomorrow? I don't want to cause grief for you :no: ""cutey""b ""cutey""b

I really feel for you lovely and wish there was something any of us could do to help :unsure:

""cutey""b ""cutey""b ""cutey""b ""cutey""b ""cutey""b

Oh I'm still coming Alison - he's not beating me down on this one thats for sure.

If he doesn't like it, it can go eff himself tbph. I've had a gutsfull of his tantrums expecting me to change my plans, just cos he throws a hissy fit.

No more....it aint happening....I'm not going to let him.

[storm]

Oh I'm still coming Alison - he's not beating me down on this one thats for sure.

If he doesn't like it, it can go eff himself tbph. I've had a gutsfull of his tantrums expecting me to change my plans, just cos he throws a hissy fit.

No more....it aint happening....I'm not going to let him.

Good on ya hun! i really respect you for that ... i really do xxx

[Emsickle]

Good on ya hun! i really respect you for that ... i really do xxx

Although knowing me, I'll end up buying something for him to "prove" I was there or something like that.

[friendlybaby]

Although knowing me, I'll end up buying something for him to "prove" I was there or something like that.

Don't buy him something, just pick up one of the free leaflets with The Mall, Cribbs shopping guide or something.

Ask him why on earth you would want to be seeing another man if they are all like him? LOL Might make him realise he is being a bit silly.

[storm]

I know what you mean hun x

[Easties]

Ems you go and have a bloody good time its the least you deserve and stuff him .............. pref with a box of paxo right up his arse as he talks out of it often enough and it may just shut him up for 5 minutes :kisshands:

[Emsickle]

Ems you go and have a bloody good time its the least you deserve and stuff him .............. pref with a box of paxo right up his arse as he talks out of it often enough and it may just shut him up for 5 minutes :kisshands:

:clapping:

Oh how soooo true Char x

I think, I'll just spend loads of money on myself, and then give him the receipts to refund me some of the money and tell him they are late Xmas presents to me from him :cheesy:

[Easties]

:clapping:

Oh how soooo true Char x

I think, I'll just spend loads of money on myself, and then give him the receipts to refund me some of the money and tell him they are late Xmas presents to me from him :cheesy:
you go for it girl its the least you deserve :kisshands:

[Jen]

Awww have fun tomorrow....and tell him you have enough to do coping with him why on earth would you want another idiot to look after.

Wish I was joining you all tomorrow....be sure to do it again.

[Emsickle]

Awww have fun tomorrow....and tell him you have enough to do coping with him why on earth would you want another idiot to look after.

Wish I was joining you all tomorrow....be sure to do it again.

Definitely - Cribbs is only about 45 mins from me, so its generally an anytime doable one for me, although because of pratt face, only during the week.

x x x

[Jen]

Definitely - Cribbs is only about 45 mins from me, so its generally an anytime doable one for me, although because of pratt face, only during the week.

x x x

would have taken the day off but its the first day back and one of my staff has already phoned me saying she is sick.

Let me know when you can make it again, would love to meet you...maybe we can get Bikemad to come too.

[smirnoff]

Oh Ems, I dont know what to say, you know what i think about him and the way he treats you...

hugest hugest amounts of love and support for you..

[Patti odoors]

Well I hope you are there now having a lovely time :kisshands::kisshands: I don't know how you cope with it all to be honest, it must be a struggle running a home,bringing up the boys and running a business alone without putting up with Mr Silly£$£% as well.

Let me know if you need me to pop down and have a word with him :fryingpan::fryingpan::fryingpan:

[Bear]

Oh hun, I don't know how you do it all...4 kids, a house to run and a difficult husband on top.

I hope you've had a nice day today and have spent loads and loads of money - on YOURSELF!!

Not sure where you'd find the time/energy/enthusiasm to have an affair mind....

Hugest hugs,

XXXX

[amandaj]

hope you hd a great day and dont ever feel bad about going out xxxx

[scaramatic]

i may be wrong but i think Cribbs is cancelled , hope Ems has had a good day whatever she is doing