K-Kow
15-03-2007, 06:40 AM
i was worried i wouldnt get up in time to get the train, mums picking me up at 8am ish (yes, thats how bad i am at getting up!!!) so i made dp get me up at 4.30 am (he was goin work, didnt actually make him get up for no reason)
:blusingan
now im worring bout everything that cud go wrong, getting the stops wrong, the fact that im not keen on trains as it is, no money for emergencies, the fact that ive never been to london, im not a good poser, but ive got to have god knows how many photos taken! then getting back. the wosrt thing im worrying bout is losing faith. shes going in her buggy. i dont care that shes nearly 4 years old and hasnt used it for 6months, shes going in it!!!!! arrrgggghhhhh my ocd is going into overdrive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:paranoia:
on the upside i'm getting my hair n makeup done by them, and they're dressing us, so i dont have to bother making myself look good before i go!!!!
:blusingan
now im worring bout everything that cud go wrong, getting the stops wrong, the fact that im not keen on trains as it is, no money for emergencies, the fact that ive never been to london, im not a good poser, but ive got to have god knows how many photos taken! then getting back. the wosrt thing im worrying bout is losing faith. shes going in her buggy. i dont care that shes nearly 4 years old and hasnt used it for 6months, shes going in it!!!!! arrrgggghhhhh my ocd is going into overdrive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:paranoia:
on the upside i'm getting my hair n makeup done by them, and they're dressing us, so i dont have to bother making myself look good before i go!!!!